First I want to apoligize for not posting in eons. But i have to admit it was cool checking the site to see what the counter was up to everyone once and awhile and to my surprise people were still checking the site out. You all had hope albiet the slightest maybe even glissing hope that I would post. Thank you for your suport through this time of writers block (lazyness)

Actully the only reason why I'm posting now anyway is cuase i couldn't sleep. I've gotten used to the past few days where filipa and i would spend the wee hours of the mourning talking about random stuff.

Oh late night conversations...They are seriously the best! 3:00 o'clock in the mourning is the only time where a conversation about your dreams and failures in life could morph into " Do you really like it when i touch you there?" But then
again a conversation about " Do you REALLY like it when i touch you there?" could turn into a conversation about why your scared to walk into your parents bed room around 11:00. But anyway..

I checked out Nick's site which i havn't done in ages...regretably. On his site which i highly recommend checking out..you could find tons of useless rants about everything from socks to rap vidio's to a mullet counter...Good stuff...best when feeling seseptable to randomness (ie. early in the mourning/very late at night).

The summer is coming to close pretty quickly now...I think this is time where trueness in friendships come out if have not done so already. It kinda freaky of how when your really not concentrated on it but there it is REAliTY. Your friend really doesn't like you. Your mother really didn't want to have you. Your dog only loves you cause you feed 'em. True this may suck for most...but for
the few of you who have grown tough skins through out the years...my advice to ya'll, Be hurt by this. One thing i learned through out this summer, no body wants an asshole around when they want to bar-b-q. No one likes it when your brutly honest with them. I give you this advice from the bottom of my heart...yes, Heart..i supposably grown one this summer. Listen to it. The sex becomes soo much better with yo' wifey when you treat her good. But thats just my opinion i could be wrong.